Spontaneous Combustion's Heart

I wish I knew you wanted me.
I wish you knew I cared.
I want to love quite freely.
I want to, but am scared.
My thoughts are not so positive.
Those contained within.
I wonder if I freed myself,
If you would find your way in?

Loving is so vulnerable.
Caring is so real.
I wish I could express myself,
But am not sure how to feel.
My mind, it keeps on drifting
To your tender smile.
And as I turn to look at you,
You've been her all the while.

Hold me for a time.
Warm my very soul.
I want to know how it feels--
Love that's not on loan.
This isn't all so simple
I have come to understand.
But how could it be wrong
To savor something wonderful,
And something so unplanned?